Doomed

I'm doomed to be a 14 until she weans. Doomed! Ugh.

Think Light

And cross all fingers and toes for me tomorrow as I attempt a weigh in. I lost NADA my first week back on WW. I'm used to losing at least 3-4lbs the first week and hell, I'd take even one. Am I doomed to stay the same weight until Bella weans? That would be yet another year minimum hopefully. Think light for me tonight! You'll see my ticker move if anything happens, that is if I even remember or have time to do it in the morning. Knowing me, I'll completely forget.

Low fat yummy cookies!

Pumpkin Spice Cookies

These are cake-like cookies and so good!

Ingredients-
1 box Spice Cake mix
1 15oz can pumpkin puree (not pumpkin pie filling)

Mix ingredients together and drop by spoonfuls (I used a cookie scoop) onto greased cookie sheet. Bake at 350 for 10-12 min.

**you can also make a cake like this.

My recipe made approx 60 cookies and my nutritional stats for each cookie were 38cal/ 0.6fat/ .29fiber or 1 WW pt each.

Back to WW I go

Ugh!!! I'm still 30lbs more than I was pre-Bella. Blech. I saw pics of me from yesterday and I look awful. Part of it is the clothes I'm wearing too. I have to go shopping. I know I really shouldn't but I only own 3 shirts now that fit (others have holes thanks to my stupid, fricken washer- that's a whole other post. I need a new washer) and of those 3 shirts, 2 make me look fat!! I didn't think that until I saw myself in pics with them. gross.

So I'm going back to my Weight Watchers. I've been sporadically counting for the past week or two but I need to get my butt back on it full time. I refuse to gain more weight and I refuse to EVER be that fat again in my life if I can help it. I will be making my usual December exceptions for my cookie exchange and Christmas but that's it. ;) Bella is eating solids more and more (the girl can't live without them now LOL) and she's nursing less so my points have dropped by 5. It's hard but I can do it.